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Swasan: Fix You (Episode 37)
I’m so sorry for portraying Sanskar’s character like this. I also love him a lot 
~~I’m leaving you~~
Swara’s pov ~~
Had I done the right thing by slapping Kavita? Maybe I had crossed the limit. I could’ve replied to her verbally. Slapping her was an immature and inappropriate thing to do.
‘I should’ve at least the decency to apologise for the slap. . .’ I thought.
I walked out of my room, and headed towards Kavita’s. I had decided to end this fight once and for all. This time, in a more mature way.
I stood outside, and was about to knock in her door when I realized that the door was open.
I pushed it and walked in. . .
Oh I wish I hadn’t done that. . .
I was welcomed in to see something I couldn’t even imagine in my wildest dreams. I stood dead in my tracks looking at the sight in front of me.
It was him. . .Sanskar. And he wasn’t alone. There was Kavita too. On top of him, literally snogging his face. What was worse was that he was holding her back.
My heart dropped into the bottom of my stomach. It pained to see them like that. Moreover, I couldn’t help but wonder why would he do such a thing?
All of a sudden, I fell weak. I guess, I might’ve made some sound my mistake which caused the two of them to pull away.
That was when he noticed me standing at the door. I didn’t know how to react. My face was blank. I could still picture them eating each other’s faces off.
“S-Swara…” He spoke in a nearly audible tone. There was a look of guilt in his eyes. He was as shocked as I was.
Kavita took a few steps back out of shame.
I had no power or courage to speak anything more to him. He had cheated, and it was crystal clear to me.
I stormed off without saying a word. . .
Sanskar’s pov ~~
I was shocked to see Swara there. Looking at her face, I could make out that she was…hurt. I froze on the spot, trying to speak. But I couldn’t.
I tried to be ready to face her anger, but much to my surprise she just walked away without uttering a word.
“Shit. Swara stop!” I exclaimed, aiming to go after her, but Kavita caught a hold of my hand.
“Let her go, Sanskar. She’ll understand that we both love each other. . .” She said. What? Was she nuts?
“Shut up! It’s all because of you, you worthless b***c. And I don’t f**king love you! Get that straight or else I’ll forget that you’re a girl.” I warned her and squatted her hand away. I wish I could do it before. . .
She looked angry. I didn’t bother to care and walked out to look for Swara.
I went up to our room first, thinking she might’ve gone there. And I was right. She was there. And she was crying.
I was guilty as hell. I didn’t know what to say to her. Apologises wouldn’t have been enough for the crime I had committed. Yet, I needed to justify myself in order to make her believe that what she saw was a lie.
“Swara…” I said, placing a hand on her shoulder as she sat down silently sobbing. Before I could speak, she blew up, taking me by surprise.
“Just shut up, just shut up, Sanskar!” She yelled, getting up. Her eyes were all red and puffy. Her face looked tear stained in a dark shade of pink.
“How could you do this to me? And why?! What does she have which I don’t?” She yelled. I had never seen her this angry before. Her voice founded completely foreign to me. She was crying her heart out. I cursed myself as I was responsible for this condition of hers.
“No, baby. What you saw, was just a misunderstanding. I don’t love her… Trust me, Swara.” I said.
“Trust you? How dare you ask me to trust you after what I saw?” She cried.
“She forced me! I swear, I didn’t even react once!” I said and this was the truth. I knew it well that not even once had I reciprocated the feeling.
“I’m not going to fall for any of your lies. You’re sick, Sanskar. My dad was right. God, I should’ve known it! He always said right about you. You can only use girls like me to pass your time…” She said.
I felt broken when she said that. Those words rang again and again in my ears. Everything that was happening felt like the worst nightmare.
“T-That’s not true…I love you Swara. Please just give me one chance to explain. . .” I said.
“No, No! I won’t because you don’t deserve it! I loved you so much, Sanskar. I trusted you. For the first time in my life, I trusted someone so much! More than myself. And what did you do? Used me like a paper and threw me away!” She exclaimed.
God, how do I even explain it to her. . .
“Threw you away? Swara, you’re not a toy for me, okay? I love you, dammit! Yes, Kavita did kiss me. But I didn’t kiss her back!” I said.
She looked at me with all the regret in her eyes. Maybe she regretted for trusting me so much. Her tears were not stopping. I died to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love her. But she wouldn’t let me do so.
We stood in the hurtful silence, until I finally got the courage to go near her. I was about to wrap my arms around her, when she just pushed me away.
She was angry, as her hand flew to my face, slapping me straightway. This time, she was strong, and it did hurt. But also, I couldn’t deny the fact that I deserved it.
“Don’t touch me.” She said sternly and sat down on one of those chairs near the window. She had seemed to calm down. But I knew, that more and more anger was building up inside her.
I crouched down in front of her. I wanted her so bad. I couldn’t afford her taking an inappropriate decision in such a situation.
“Swara, please let me explain. You stormed off the lobby when I asked you the reason behind slapping Kavita! I had no option but to ask her. . .” I said.
Her face was buried in her palms. She looked drain as she looked at me.
“So you went to ask her and ended up…” She trailed of and I understood what she meant. Her voice was cracking continuously due to screaming.
“No! I didn’t mean to do that, Swara…” I said, cupping her face with my hands. She immediately pushed me away.
“Don’t lie Sanskar. Kavita already…. never mind. I’ve had enough of this! I-I can’t take this anymore…” She said.
“W-what do you mean by you cant take this anymore?” I stuttered. I mentally crossed my fingers hoping that she wouldn’t say what I dreaded to hear.
I could already feel my eyes warming up, filling with tears.
“I’m leaving…” She said. And those tears automatically made their way down my face. My heart skipped a beat at those awful words.
I wasn’t willing to believe her. . .
“You, you’re joking, right?” I asked to make sure I had heard the right thing.
She shook her head and got up.
“I’m not. I’m leaving you. I’m going back…” She said. There wasn’t even a hint of sadness in her tone. It felt like saying those words was such an easy task for her.
“Please, Swara! At least give me one chance to prove my love! You can’t just walk away like that!” I exclaimed, exasperated.
“I can and I will.” She said. It wasn’t my Swara I was talking to. It was someone else. Someone I didn’t recognize. But I had to stop her anyhow.
“Swara, I love you. I can’t live without you, baby. Please stay back…” I said only to receive a cold and hard look from her.
“I promise I’ll fix everything. I’ll do whatever you want me to do. But just stay, Swara…” I literally begged. I felt so weak and helpless after I realized nothing was working.
Everything I had said had gone unheard. . .
“I can’t. And more than that I don’t want to.” She said and stormed out of the room.
It took a while for me to process everything that had just happened in the past a few minutes. I had cheated and now was losing the girl I had loved to bits.
I had broken all promises made to her, and now she was leaving me all alone.
I fell weak on my knees, crying my heart out, as all I could do now, was to pray to get her back. . .
**
I know you must be thinking has Anu gone hysterical. What was she thinking while writing this bullshit. I know this is creepy and worst part. But I couldn’t help but write this. I know the plot so I can’t help but write it. I wish to get ur support till the very end
And also if you think from a girl’s point of view, do you think any girl could forgive someone so easily who cheated on her? Had it been me, I wouldn’t have given up so easily. One should never compromise with their self respect. So maybe, a correct decision by Swara?
Mega-surprise : Two more episodes to go. . .
Be happy for the mega surprise because its really big
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